Friday, May 25th, 3:06pm

Dear Diary,
After school, Arron and I... Llet's just say we had a long talk. We broke up! More like I dumped him, but isn't that just a detail?

I was really anxious at first but now...  Nnow I feel great and if only I would have kneown how "great it" feels sooner..., I wouldn't have waited so long to tell him that I simply don't have feelings for him anymore. William sShakespeare onces said:, "Don't waste your love on somebody, who doesn't value it."

Obviously, something was lacking...: Llove!

I bet he loved me once, but not anymore. I can see he likes Megan and I wouldn't want to break their bond. They've been friends for a long time and I'm more than happy if Arron is, but I don't want him to lie to me. If we dont have feelings for each other anymore, we should be honest.

I also had to be honest to myself; I was in love with Tyler. It's been a while that it has been bothering me, for a while and I just can't take it anymore. I want to be with Tyler., Nnot Arron the quarterback.

So this is how it went:.

"Students, please hand in your math exams, in a nice pile on my desk and remain seated and quiet until the bell!" Mrs. Leschesters said in her annoying childish voice, as if we're not seniors.

Each time, she talks to us this way,I feel like buying her a pacifier. Or some perfume because she smells like baby wipes.

Anyways, Arron was sitting beside me, like always., Ssince he's in most of my classes, like Deseree (aka) my best friend.

He leaned over his desk, his face near my cheek and whispered in my ear, "Wanna get ice cream at Dairy Queen after class?."

He literally scared the shit out of me! I don't know if he could hear my heart beating, but Deseree did for sure did. Seeing the look on her face, she probably wanted to pull me away from him.

I looked at Deseree desperately,"I'm sorry,. iIt's fFriday. Girls' night!"

Oh Sydney, one lie to add to your list. Honestly since grade two, my list of lies, since grade two, has greown quickly into a book very fast. I don't even think I can still keep track of all of them anymore because it's too long.

Back to Arron.  Seriously, this time I had to lie, I was going to break up with him and if he knew that I was going to Tyler's right after our breakup., Hhe'd be  mad. Tyler' is his best friend and each time something is wrong, Tyler is there for him... Except today, because he was going to be with me.

As soon as the bell rang, I grabbed my purse in my locker and waited for him in the parking lot. I was freaking out, and I wasn't sure how it was going to come out.

I saw him coming outside and immediately turned around,. hHow was I gonna tell him that things are over between us? I asked myself this question over and over again.

As he got closer, I immediately threw it out, " Arron iI'm breaking up-"

I glanced away, so that he wouldn't see the embarrassment in my eye's. THis throat jerked at the harshness of my voice jerked his throat. I could see heim tryiedng to swallow what I had just said and process it. At that moment I felt extremely terrible. Arron pulled me ton his side, bringing me close to his chest and looked down into my sobbing eye's;. hHe playced his arms around my waist.

"What?" his brown puppy eye's were melting. I did it again,. I hurt him. I will never forgive myself, but we weren't right and I had too. His douche bag haircut will be missed. -S.A.K