Dear Rick ,

I am writing you this letter to apologize for my behavior. I realize that my depression and everything else I was going through isare no excuse for my not being around for so long. I just hope you can find it in your heart to for give me. when everWhenever you bring it up, it brakesbreaks my heart. theThe past is the past, and I know it doesn't define who I am now. pleasePlease, my love . I am going to change my ways for the better, I promise I'm am . I understand we can forgive but we can't forget, and everything takes time to heal. I don't want useus to treat each other badbadly. I love you. Rick and Isaac, you guys mean the world to me, honestly.
Sincerely,

Eva Denise Ellis