In my life I’ve never felt that bad, empty &and broken.
I'm not okay with how things are now and I can’t pretend anymore that it doesn't hurt me.
The truth is, It'sit's killing me alive.
I know I’ve made mistakes and I do regret it.
I miss how it was, being close to some people to whowhom I'm sure I mean nothing to them now was.
I want to make things right, yet nothing changes .
I always wonder if they know how much I do really care about them &and the love I'veI have for them, hencebut they can't see it .
I really wish everything cancould get back to the way it was.
I wish they willcould see the true me again and not my mistakes.
IveI've changed and I'm even better than before.
I hope they couldcan trust me &and believe in me again.
My life is empty &and deep down it really hurts .
I swear I wouldwill never do this again in my life.
I’m changing because of you, &and you will never know how much it hurts that you’re not seeing it.